I'm feeling so... ugly.. haiz..... dunno why.
OK.
Its not i dunno why... but everybody around me suddenly seems to be good looking?.... or is it my standard getting lower...
Cute guyz are popping out everywhere like popcorn and the AJ community is suddenly swamped with so many good looking guyz...
Today is da first day of school... (everybody groan)
Haha... but it was kinda cool.... especially the first lesson about Digital Video and stuff... it was way cool... all the video sets, studios AND the DIRECTOR'S CHAIR!! lolz
Hmm... after that almost our entire class went to makan at Holland Village... lolz... and yes... we're still as cheerful and bubbly as ever... Timo is still as cutely contemplative, Sarah is still in her permenant holiday mood attitude, Sonia is still so quiet and giggly, May err.... hmm... she seemed to have stopped making headlines and highly sacarstic statements... LOLz... Jason still seems to have... kinda isolated himself from us.. Jawei and Aizat are still making really bohemian stuff out of thin air... (i mean the jokes... ) haha..... lolz... guess thats about it....
and I... hmm... i dont think i know what happened... lolz
but anywayz... after 2 really boring lessons of News Writing and Personal Financial Planning... I went to East Coast!
I went to meet up with my didi Willie and Rendall, and Farhan and his really cute stead, and a gothic punk... and we were having a BBQ! =P
Ok.... so why does it always have to happen that the cute guy alwayz turns up late?
So... it was somthing like this...
Me : You are NOT going to get anything cooked if you put aluminium foil on top of the fire!
Gothic Punk (GP) : Its still heat wad....
Me : Whatever lor... if you can still cook a chicken wing on an aluminum foil its not BBQ already lor...
- The cute guy walks past -
GP : Eh.. that guy damm cute rite.... haha
Me : Plueesssee lor madam... He has the word "STRAIGHT" written all over his face lor
GP : I jus looking leh... cannot ah...
Me : High right? Hormones going over -
- The cute guy walks over to me -
Cute Guy (CG) : Is this Rendall's BBQ?
Me : [Stammer] y.. yah...
GP : [Looks smug]
CG : Ermz... where is he?
Me : He went to the toilet (actually he went to coffee bean to buy a drink... but i couldn think of anything at that moment so i said he went to the toilet)
CG : Oh... haha... its ok then... who are you?
Me : I'm Kyo
GP : and I'm Morrigan
CG : ohhh! Kyo! you are the wan that accidentally kicked away Q (the galaxynet service bot) away accidentally right?
and that is how the conversation started....
omg... why do cute guyz keep banging straight flat onto my face? very de pain leh...
=X i feel so ugly.... need to go and start re-grooming again... lolz
He is chao ji cute lor... his name is Joel.... and he was like telling me that he was actually kinda fat last time... but he took on some sports.... and now he is like that ( i was so tempted to tell him that i knew some sports too ) .... and he still thinks he's fat....
omg.. he is only 60 kg, and he has full scale washboard abs lor.... flawless complexion and smooth even tan!
he IS to die for.... haha...
ok.... so first was ryker . then jeff (farhan's stead) . then ivan (the cute guy) . and now joel (the cute guy also )
4 cute guys in 4 days. and 2 of them are far more better looking then ANY mediacorp actor lor... and the other 2 can make up with their really nice personality...
sigh*
Signing off...
Tuesday, December 14, 2004
Sunday, December 12, 2004
FUN DAY!! =P finally... after so long
Today. I'm not going to continue writing about the methods to break up... xP
I had a rather pleasent day today... AND I AM GOING TO WRITE ABOUT IT!
Ok.. here goes...
Morning. Watched Digimon. Watched Powerpuff Girls. Watched Pokemon. When for worship practice. When for skit rehearsal.
THEN... I met up with my didi, Willie at Bukit Batok MRT station... Haha.. it was the first time i was meeting this online didi. He was like so blur... and kinda cute... but he was kinda proud and haughty.. lolz.... Guess that is what people from "The" Chinese High School is like... haha.. Generalization...
And guess who came along for his birthday bbq?... Rendall, Farhan and his really really cute boyfriend... He is not ravishingly handsome or something like dat... But he is really really innocent.. and his voice is so sweet.. =p I'm not joking... when you hear him, you cant and can never bring yourself to actually scold him or something like dat (not like there is anything to scold him)... But anywayz... he is really really cute...
His voice is so innocent.. and he is kinda blur blur type too... lolz... oh yah.. he's name is Jeff... *sigh....
THEN....... xP Ivan and Wei Wei came.... They are a couple... but... It took some time before I could actually tear myself away from Ivan... HE WAS.... *sigh... really really really really really really good looking..... He might be one of the best looking AJs I've ever seen in my entire life... and the best looking AJs usually surpass that of most STRAIGHT guys... so... yah... Ahhh........ =X he is so good looking....
*sigh
1) Flawless complexion
2) Toned and fit body
3) Smart and sporty
4) Cool and fashionable
5) Proficient in both English and Chinese and... tada* Singlish!
... sigh... he's taken... so bah and bah again....
That goes to show that NP does not produce the best looking guyz.. NYP does.. lolz.. thats as far as Ivan is concerned... Rendall was crapping throughout the whole time with me... trying to liven up the entire etmostphere as everybody was like super quiet... We were wondering what would happen if we picha Willie's lobang (blow Willie's AJ cover) in front of his parents.. haha... but we didnt do it in the end...
Then guess who I met! I met a ger from Campus Crusade... ermz.. oh no... I forgot her name again... She is from NP, and is very very chatty... and quite pretty too! She played in the same band as me for the Metamorphosis camp.... Anywayz.... she-is-willie's-COUSIN! ..... I was like omg omg omg omg..... haha... XP luckily she doesnt know that I'm AJ.. lolz....
We chatted a bit... lolz.. and nothing much...
Hmm... nothing else much to say... but the cheese sausages and the crispy bbq-ed (nicely - as AJs are very good at cooking) was fantastic... lolz.. but a bit sad about the unfinished catered food... (most AJs are not extremely big eaters).... haha =P Willie was real nice... XP lent me 10 bucks to take a cab home... becoz i forgot to withdraw money...
And GUESS WAD... You guess you guess you guess.... You guess correctly already then I tell you.... =P The cabby which took me home was very new.. in fact, 2 days only.... AND... he didnt know where he was going... So... instead of taking me to TANJONG PAGAR, he brought me to ORCHARD ROAD... tHen admitted that he was lost.. and the bill? 25.90 .......... haha... Luckily... he charged me onli $10, because he said that it shouldn be like dat... quite nice lah.. but i find it hard to believe that its so expensive to get form Bukit Batok to Tanjong Pagar...
=D weee... nice dae....
Jeff ~ Sigh
Ivan ~ Sigh..... =P
these two has just reinforced my opinion that most of the better looking, better personality, nicer character guys may just come from the AJ side.... haha.... after all... the FIRST S.N.A.G. (sensitive new age guy) was an AJ... haha =P
I had a rather pleasent day today... AND I AM GOING TO WRITE ABOUT IT!
Ok.. here goes...
Morning. Watched Digimon. Watched Powerpuff Girls. Watched Pokemon. When for worship practice. When for skit rehearsal.
THEN... I met up with my didi, Willie at Bukit Batok MRT station... Haha.. it was the first time i was meeting this online didi. He was like so blur... and kinda cute... but he was kinda proud and haughty.. lolz.... Guess that is what people from "The" Chinese High School is like... haha.. Generalization...
And guess who came along for his birthday bbq?... Rendall, Farhan and his really really cute boyfriend... He is not ravishingly handsome or something like dat... But he is really really innocent.. and his voice is so sweet.. =p I'm not joking... when you hear him, you cant and can never bring yourself to actually scold him or something like dat (not like there is anything to scold him)... But anywayz... he is really really cute...
His voice is so innocent.. and he is kinda blur blur type too... lolz... oh yah.. he's name is Jeff... *sigh....
THEN....... xP Ivan and Wei Wei came.... They are a couple... but... It took some time before I could actually tear myself away from Ivan... HE WAS.... *sigh... really really really really really really good looking..... He might be one of the best looking AJs I've ever seen in my entire life... and the best looking AJs usually surpass that of most STRAIGHT guys... so... yah... Ahhh........ =X he is so good looking....
*sigh
1) Flawless complexion
2) Toned and fit body
3) Smart and sporty
4) Cool and fashionable
5) Proficient in both English and Chinese and... tada* Singlish!
... sigh... he's taken... so bah and bah again....
That goes to show that NP does not produce the best looking guyz.. NYP does.. lolz.. thats as far as Ivan is concerned... Rendall was crapping throughout the whole time with me... trying to liven up the entire etmostphere as everybody was like super quiet... We were wondering what would happen if we picha Willie's lobang (blow Willie's AJ cover) in front of his parents.. haha... but we didnt do it in the end...
Then guess who I met! I met a ger from Campus Crusade... ermz.. oh no... I forgot her name again... She is from NP, and is very very chatty... and quite pretty too! She played in the same band as me for the Metamorphosis camp.... Anywayz.... she-is-willie's-COUSIN! ..... I was like omg omg omg omg..... haha... XP luckily she doesnt know that I'm AJ.. lolz....
We chatted a bit... lolz.. and nothing much...
Hmm... nothing else much to say... but the cheese sausages and the crispy bbq-ed (nicely - as AJs are very good at cooking) was fantastic... lolz.. but a bit sad about the unfinished catered food... (most AJs are not extremely big eaters).... haha =P Willie was real nice... XP lent me 10 bucks to take a cab home... becoz i forgot to withdraw money...
And GUESS WAD... You guess you guess you guess.... You guess correctly already then I tell you.... =P The cabby which took me home was very new.. in fact, 2 days only.... AND... he didnt know where he was going... So... instead of taking me to TANJONG PAGAR, he brought me to ORCHARD ROAD... tHen admitted that he was lost.. and the bill? 25.90 .......... haha... Luckily... he charged me onli $10, because he said that it shouldn be like dat... quite nice lah.. but i find it hard to believe that its so expensive to get form Bukit Batok to Tanjong Pagar...
=D weee... nice dae....
Jeff ~ Sigh
Ivan ~ Sigh..... =P
these two has just reinforced my opinion that most of the better looking, better personality, nicer character guys may just come from the AJ side.... haha.... after all... the FIRST S.N.A.G. (sensitive new age guy) was an AJ... haha =P
Friday, December 10, 2004
15 Commonly Used Break Up Methods
Haha... I'm bored.. so I'm writing this... I think I'm more then qualified to... lolz...
Weeeelll... Firstly... Breakups are so common... Guy sighs... Girl cries... Guy lies... Girl dies... Guy cheats... Girl Bitch... Well.. I'm not saying that it cannot be the other way round, in fact, the situation is changing so much so that it is most likely that it is the other way round... haha (I'm not joking)
Aywayz... Here goes nothing...
1) The silent break
A long period of silence. Both parties usually content to breaking up after that. No body contact, can be done just using SMS. Both parties must consent. No bugging the other. After awhile, ta-da.. break...
2) The anti-climax break
Everybody is happy, however... a person could actually use happiness as an excuse for breaking up.. BeLieVe me. He/She just has to say, that they're happy with you... jus as a friend, and you are supposed to be stunned. ok... Cry if you must... but they're gone.. I'll elaborate on the "friend" thingy next
3) I'll be your friend break
Both parties could be having fun, happy or could be cold, and sad... Whichever more possible... Then one party will say that "ermz.. I think we're better of as friends" and then a possible evidential relation to the near past or the distant past...
(P.S. This is a very very VERY popular break up line)
4) The sobbing statement
One person cries, the other person gets worried... Starts to console him/her... After about 3-4 hours of consoling, you realize that you are the one that is making him/her cry and not his/her parents this time... You ask what did you do, and the person says some vague bleeping... and you have to accept it... because he/she must be so distraught she cant think properly
5) The break-maker (opp. of matchmaker)
Get another person to come in between both of you... Then say push blames to that person and pretend to hate that person... The other party will naturally want to defend the relationship (most of the time) and would confront that person. That is when you step in and confront your stead and tell him how much you treasure your friendships. Thus, it is enought for break ups..
haha.... I think I'll stop here today...
I didnt really go through many of these break ups... But I can tell you that though some might sound rediculous, people actually do these...
I wish that people would be more upfront sometimes and not hide behind some excuse... lolz
but who am I to say? Most of the time I'm the one who is being bullied... lolz...
CiaOz~
Signing off
Weeeelll... Firstly... Breakups are so common... Guy sighs... Girl cries... Guy lies... Girl dies... Guy cheats... Girl Bitch... Well.. I'm not saying that it cannot be the other way round, in fact, the situation is changing so much so that it is most likely that it is the other way round... haha (I'm not joking)
Aywayz... Here goes nothing...
1) The silent break
A long period of silence. Both parties usually content to breaking up after that. No body contact, can be done just using SMS. Both parties must consent. No bugging the other. After awhile, ta-da.. break...
2) The anti-climax break
Everybody is happy, however... a person could actually use happiness as an excuse for breaking up.. BeLieVe me. He/She just has to say, that they're happy with you... jus as a friend, and you are supposed to be stunned. ok... Cry if you must... but they're gone.. I'll elaborate on the "friend" thingy next
3) I'll be your friend break
Both parties could be having fun, happy or could be cold, and sad... Whichever more possible... Then one party will say that "ermz.. I think we're better of as friends" and then a possible evidential relation to the near past or the distant past...
(P.S. This is a very very VERY popular break up line)
4) The sobbing statement
One person cries, the other person gets worried... Starts to console him/her... After about 3-4 hours of consoling, you realize that you are the one that is making him/her cry and not his/her parents this time... You ask what did you do, and the person says some vague bleeping... and you have to accept it... because he/she must be so distraught she cant think properly
5) The break-maker (opp. of matchmaker)
Get another person to come in between both of you... Then say push blames to that person and pretend to hate that person... The other party will naturally want to defend the relationship (most of the time) and would confront that person. That is when you step in and confront your stead and tell him how much you treasure your friendships. Thus, it is enought for break ups..
haha.... I think I'll stop here today...
I didnt really go through many of these break ups... But I can tell you that though some might sound rediculous, people actually do these...
I wish that people would be more upfront sometimes and not hide behind some excuse... lolz
but who am I to say? Most of the time I'm the one who is being bullied... lolz...
CiaOz~
Signing off
Wednesday, December 08, 2004
LolZ... QuiZ on Whoes Perfect For me... =D
You want a sweet guy. Who'ld take you anywhere.
Like Japan!!! Wow I would like a guy like that
too:) Also he looks so cute in japanese
clothing:)
Monday, December 06, 2004
Sunday, December 05, 2004
What I Did During the Holidays
- Fought with my father
- Broke my arm
- Bought a new LCD Screen and (unbreakable) UV Shield
- Got a broken arm due to the UV shield (with a consequence of not being able to go for the SPARC camp)
- Went for metamorphosis camp
- Went for friend's chalet
- Took dominent control over the entire computerworks at home
- Met up with more #Myplace-ians (Hiro, Ivan, Mike, Alex, Edric, Pido, James... etc.. )
- Did a gigantic poster for the church which went highly unappreicated (at least now still)
- Went out with Simon and Haryanto (many many many places___)
- Learnt how to play KoF a bit (Athena, Choi, Kyo)
- Made a few more moves for Para Para
- Composed another 2 more pieces of music ("Easy Sadness" and "Went Time Stood Still")
- Played MapleStory until I'm totally SICK of it
- Started a Warrior character and trained until level 31 (FYI: To reach level 31, you would need
to press Ctrl about 250,000 times and Shift about 10,000 times)
- Got horrible marks for my examination (fall far below my worst expectations even)
- Got branded "useless" by my father
- Got branded "hero" by my brother
- Got branded "good for nothing" by my mother
- Got branded "..." by my elder brother
- Argued with Thomas over a SKIT practice
- Smuggled a pirated CD-rom through the causeway
- Finished Morrowind : The Elder Scrolls, Morrowind : Tribunal, and Morrowind : Bloodmoon (which is not supposed to be easy. coz if not for the FAQ guide, the game can approximately take over a year to play - for each)
- Found out that Clement (SPCCC) is only year 1
- Lost (almost) contact with Timothy
- Lost (partial) contact with Sarah, Sonia, Jason and all the rest of ma favourits class
- Gained (major) contact with the AJ society - again
- Gained (major) weight - a whole 2 kg! Which is a terrrible terrible TERRIBLE thing...
- Returned almost all my knowledge back to the lecturer
- Chatted with Solitude, who apparantly is a real nice guy
- Walked down from my house all the way to Orchard Road in the rain because I felt down
- Walked from Orchard Road back home because I forgot to bring my wallet
- Gaze coldly at 3 different people
- Hugged 7 people
- Cried for 1/3 of the holidays
- Suffer from depression.
Ok... guess thats what I can remember for now...
- Broke my arm
- Bought a new LCD Screen and (unbreakable) UV Shield
- Got a broken arm due to the UV shield (with a consequence of not being able to go for the SPARC camp)
- Went for metamorphosis camp
- Went for friend's chalet
- Took dominent control over the entire computerworks at home
- Met up with more #Myplace-ians (Hiro, Ivan, Mike, Alex, Edric, Pido, James... etc.. )
- Did a gigantic poster for the church which went highly unappreicated (at least now still)
- Went out with Simon and Haryanto (many many many places___)
- Learnt how to play KoF a bit (Athena, Choi, Kyo)
- Made a few more moves for Para Para
- Composed another 2 more pieces of music ("Easy Sadness" and "Went Time Stood Still")
- Played MapleStory until I'm totally SICK of it
- Started a Warrior character and trained until level 31 (FYI: To reach level 31, you would need
to press Ctrl about 250,000 times and Shift about 10,000 times)
- Got horrible marks for my examination (fall far below my worst expectations even)
- Got branded "useless" by my father
- Got branded "hero" by my brother
- Got branded "good for nothing" by my mother
- Got branded "..." by my elder brother
- Argued with Thomas over a SKIT practice
- Smuggled a pirated CD-rom through the causeway
- Finished Morrowind : The Elder Scrolls, Morrowind : Tribunal, and Morrowind : Bloodmoon (which is not supposed to be easy. coz if not for the FAQ guide, the game can approximately take over a year to play - for each)
- Found out that Clement (SPCCC) is only year 1
- Lost (almost) contact with Timothy
- Lost (partial) contact with Sarah, Sonia, Jason and all the rest of ma favourits class
- Gained (major) contact with the AJ society - again
- Gained (major) weight - a whole 2 kg! Which is a terrrible terrible TERRIBLE thing...
- Returned almost all my knowledge back to the lecturer
- Chatted with Solitude, who apparantly is a real nice guy
- Walked down from my house all the way to Orchard Road in the rain because I felt down
- Walked from Orchard Road back home because I forgot to bring my wallet
- Gaze coldly at 3 different people
- Hugged 7 people
- Cried for 1/3 of the holidays
- Suffer from depression.
Ok... guess thats what I can remember for now...
Friday, December 03, 2004
The path I chose
Seconds seemed like hours....
minutes seemed like days...
and hours seems like years...
He said he would come back... he said he would...
I looked at the playground... it was empty... I kept looking back, thinking he would return...
I set on the playground bench... and waited...
Seconds dragged to minutes...
Minutes dragged to hours...
And it started raining...
The time was 9:30 pm when it started raining...
There wasnt a shelter in sight, there wasnt a cover for me...
I kept my hope alive, lighting it with hopes that he would return for me...
I was entirely drenched, yet I still set down on the bench and waited...
He had to return, he must...
He could never leave me in the lurch..... or could he?
I never knew what was love... but all I know that the epitome of friendship is brotherhood or love...
Slowly, in the midst of the downpour, I saw him...
I thought I was sick and going delirious....
But yes... it was him...
Both of us looked at each other for a moment, and in that moment, every single thing that we did together...
The good times, and the bad, the playing and the studying took a new perspective...
In that brief moment, both me and him...
Took the other path... together...
He was drenched all over, and so was I... but how long we hugged, I do not know...
It was only 3 months, but the things I wanted to tell him was so much...
I missed him so much...
When I released the hug, I realize I was crying... and when I looked up, he was too...
Both he and I placed our friendship on the epitome... and finally my heart started to beat again...
He went away for 3 months, I waited for 6 hours....
Longing for his return... His smile, and his cheerful countenance...
His playful punches and serious thoughts....
We looked at each other and realize that we needed each other..
We had to have each other... without one, the other cant live as well...
Every moment, everytime....
For now, forever....
As I flipped throught the pages of my life, I realized that this isnt another paragraph, this isnt just another chapter.... This was the prologue, of what I am today...
I needed love...
The path I chose, the path I walk...
Many people condamn me,
Many people mock me...
But until the day they put themselves in my shoes
Until the day they become me...
Then will they have the right to say that this is not love
Then will they have the right to say that this is from the devil
Then will they have the right to say that... I should not have chosen, this path...
minutes seemed like days...
and hours seems like years...
He said he would come back... he said he would...
I looked at the playground... it was empty... I kept looking back, thinking he would return...
I set on the playground bench... and waited...
Seconds dragged to minutes...
Minutes dragged to hours...
And it started raining...
The time was 9:30 pm when it started raining...
There wasnt a shelter in sight, there wasnt a cover for me...
I kept my hope alive, lighting it with hopes that he would return for me...
I was entirely drenched, yet I still set down on the bench and waited...
He had to return, he must...
He could never leave me in the lurch..... or could he?
I never knew what was love... but all I know that the epitome of friendship is brotherhood or love...
Slowly, in the midst of the downpour, I saw him...
I thought I was sick and going delirious....
But yes... it was him...
Both of us looked at each other for a moment, and in that moment, every single thing that we did together...
The good times, and the bad, the playing and the studying took a new perspective...
In that brief moment, both me and him...
Took the other path... together...
He was drenched all over, and so was I... but how long we hugged, I do not know...
It was only 3 months, but the things I wanted to tell him was so much...
I missed him so much...
When I released the hug, I realize I was crying... and when I looked up, he was too...
Both he and I placed our friendship on the epitome... and finally my heart started to beat again...
He went away for 3 months, I waited for 6 hours....
Longing for his return... His smile, and his cheerful countenance...
His playful punches and serious thoughts....
We looked at each other and realize that we needed each other..
We had to have each other... without one, the other cant live as well...
Every moment, everytime....
For now, forever....
As I flipped throught the pages of my life, I realized that this isnt another paragraph, this isnt just another chapter.... This was the prologue, of what I am today...
I needed love...
The path I chose, the path I walk...
Many people condamn me,
Many people mock me...
But until the day they put themselves in my shoes
Until the day they become me...
Then will they have the right to say that this is not love
Then will they have the right to say that this is from the devil
Then will they have the right to say that... I should not have chosen, this path...
Andrew
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